*sigh*

[asphaltcowgrrl]

I just wrote a huge post and deleted it. I can't dump all that on you guys on a Friday. Suffice it to say that I've learned how little one co-worker actually values me and it's upset me.

When someone flat out tells you he wasn't listening during a conversation about something relevant to your job, it makes you wonder why you even come into work. I always thought they felt like I was beneath them. Now I know that, at least with one of them, it's true.

Why have I given 21 years of my life to this company? Sometimes I wonder.

And... I'm sorry. I feel so defeated right now.

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[asphaltcowgrrl.livejournal.com]

Actually, it's a warranty guaranteeing we'll fix our work should something break (a hose bibb leaks or a faucet stops working). Which is why I was so confused.

I hope so, lately I'm not feeling it. But then, they wouldn't have kept me for 21 years if I wasn't somewhat efficient. :)

I've never thought about it that way honestly. And a good part of it, I think, is that so much of my job is made up of little things - calling inspections, handling phone calls, entering invoices as they come into Quickbooks - that they don't understand that it all adds up to a lot. But you're absolutely right.

Thank you. I wish that talking to the three of them would do any good, but it never has been in the past. I don't hold onto anger long usually, so I'll be fine by Monday but... it still bugs me.

You're babbling and I'm being overly dramatic. :) Give Eggs a big hug for me. I love you both, too!

[kaige68.livejournal.com]

WE STILL LOVE YOU! HAppy Monday!

[asphaltcowgrrl.livejournal.com]

THANK GOD FOR THAT! Ugh, it's been a Monday already. But... I'm at work finally. I CAN DO THIS.