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I just wrote a huge post and deleted it. I can't dump all that on you guys on a Friday. Suffice it to say that I've learned how little one co-worker actually values me and it's upset me.
When someone flat out tells you he wasn't listening during a conversation about something relevant to your job, it makes you wonder why you even come into work. I always thought they felt like I was beneath them. Now I know that, at least with one of them, it's true.
Why have I given 21 years of my life to this company? Sometimes I wonder.
And... I'm sorry. I feel so defeated right now.
When someone flat out tells you he wasn't listening during a conversation about something relevant to your job, it makes you wonder why you even come into work. I always thought they felt like I was beneath them. Now I know that, at least with one of them, it's true.
Why have I given 21 years of my life to this company? Sometimes I wonder.
And... I'm sorry. I feel so defeated right now.
